Assalamualaikum.
So. Last few
days I told Syu (my roomie, which also happened to be my junior) about how easy
writing a thesis actually is. And then, out of the blue she replied, “then why
do you look so messy?”. Okay. Fine.
So, the word
messy has actually gotten into me. I think I am actually quite a clumsy person.
Not to mention my fail-time-management. When it’s come to this stage (I mean
people look at me as a messy person), this is the time I should alter my
attitude (which I think I should have done ages ago).
1. Should do
time-table or at least a to-do-list.
2. No more
clumsy-girl-attitude. Trust me. I can’t even move without producing a
ting-a-ling!
For things
to change, I have to change me first!
Looking
messy in front of a junior?
That is
WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY more than HUMILIATING!
Sometimes I feel like going back to
the first day of everything and change everything from the very beginning where
the turbulence actually started. But as we all know, that is, IMPOSSIBLE.
I
think the reason for all these to happen to me is my relationship with Allah.
Argh screw my time-management!
My lack of
sunat actions. My lack of prayers. My lack of istighfar.
Gotta improve! Must improve!
Please.
Pray for me. It has been so hard lately.
2 comments:
Sebahagian besar dari kita mengalami perasaan yang sama. Seperti kata Scorpion dalam lagunya;
"If we'd go again
all the way from the start
I would try to change
things that killed our love."
tapi kita dah terlambat walaupun belum tersangat lambat..
link: http://youtu.be/SUMcA--ejOc
well..still have time for improvement..insya allah.
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